11:37 PM – Wednesday
What did I do today. I studied Psychology for 2 hours. I’m studying about disorders and I plan to finish them before the weeks end.
I drew as well, and I realized how much I love and miss it. I’m unable to find time to draw these days and I hate it. I’m also unable to write. I’ve been getting these cool ideas inspired by lyrics or themes I would love to explore but I just can’t find the time.
I also spent a considerable time scrolling. I feel like my attention span is growing smaller and smaller as the days go by and I can’t truly afford that. There are so many things I need to do, so many things I need to get done and I need to fix that. I just saw a video today how someone fixed their attention span by limiting distraction (obviously) and by meditating. And the thing is, as a Muslim, I think praying is also meditating. It allows us a chance to clear our minds for two minutes if that is how long it takes, but it’s exactly what the girl in the video was doing actually. She was meditating when she felt like it. I think as a Muslim, there are so many things, so many advantages that I have that I don’t think often about. That I don’t acknowledge, none of us do really.
Anyway, thinking back about my day, It wasn’t all that bad. And a thing to consider, I realize hat after Wednesday, a week flies by. Because after that I slacken down and then it’s the end of week and most of my goals are incomplete. So this time, I’m going to be more aware. Carpe diem is the word I’ll apply tomorrow ( that book changed my life)