Now, where to start?
I’ve been meaning to start daily blogging since last year but I didn’t. I think I abandoned it within like two – three days or maybe I never even started in the first place. Anyway, new year new me huh? So, I’ll blog everyday from now on. Scream into the void about my day, and the fun thing? At least I’ll be using my voice. And maybe a month from now, I’ll do interesting things just so I can tell you about it. Like vlogging goes. I always wanted to vlog, talk about my day but I’m too shy to talk in front of camera like that. But I can write. So I’ll rant about my day here instead.
Now, the first week (minus the five days at the beginning) I barely did anything. Because Feb would be the wedding season, I’m planning to do lots of work this month. But I am unable to. Why? I can’t fix my sleeping and waking cycle. I think that’s like the only thing stopping me from being better. I woke up to pray today but then slept again and woke up at eleven. The whole day I’ve been in this sort of rush and was unsatisfied and now that we are coming to an end, I want to stay up late and finish the work I couldn’t do. The catch? I’ll repeat the same thing again.
So, as a big girl with a logical mind, I know I won’t be able to complete four hours of study starting from nine pm, so I’ll let it go. You know what I’ll do instead? I’ll complete my Quran translation, I’ll walk and then go to bed. And tomorrow, I’ll start afresh inshallah.
9:36 PM – Tuesday